lately i’ve been saying i just need some more sleep
and then i’ll go back to normal
so you won’t worry bout me
but i lied
i’ve been through the valley just a couple of times
but i can’t find a way out
and now i’m losing my mind
why am i so indecisive
i don’t mind
all the eyes
i know i’m behind
but i don’t wanna get ahead
you tried to save me but i’m already dead
i thought i’d thought gotten so far and that i’d moved past it
because my life is just a race and i don’t have time to trip
i thought that i was so much better than that
cause you know i’ve never been this fast
so i kept pushing up the speed until my legs gave out
and every limb inside my body came tumbling down
i thought that i was so much better than that
cause you know i’ve never been this fast
why am i so f***ing worthless
i don’t mind
all of the hurt
now i can’t a find
a single reason to get ahead
i tried to save myself when i was already dead