The path to seek redemption is a road less traveled.
Unbecome
I built my throne on the bones of who I was
Told myself the crown was worth the blood
Every scar I carved in someone else's name
Left a matching wound I learned to hide in shame
Mirror shows a stranger wearing all my sins
Armor made of choices I can't take back again
I became the darkness so the dark would let me be
Now I'm just a prisoner of the monster that I feed
But somewhere underneath the wreckage and the rust
Lives the boy who once believed in something more than us
He's calling from the grave I dug with my own hands
Begging me to drop the mask and finally take a stand
I don't want to be the villain anymore
Don't want to be the reason that you lock your doors
Every broken body, every bitter war
I'm tired of the weight of what I'm living for
Let me unbecome what I've become
Let me find redemption in the damage done
I don't want to be the darkness anymore
I want to be the light I was before
They told me power was the only currency
So I sold my compassion for immunity
Built an empire on the ashes of my grace
Now I see the devil and he's wearing my own face
Every victim's eyes still haunting every dream
I'm drowning in the silence of their silent screams
The throne is cold, the crown has lost its shine
Victory tastes like poison, glory is not mine
I've conquered every kingdom, still I feel so small
What's the point of winning when you've lost yourself to all?
I don't want to be the villain anymore
Don't want to be the shadow that you run from and ignore
Every broken promise, every closing door
I'm sick of being everything that I abhor
Let me unbecome what I've become
Let me bleed the venom out until it's done
I don't want to be the weapon anymore
I want to be the healer, not the war
Can a monster learn to be a man again?
Can the fire that destroyed become the warmth within?
I've been the nightmare for so long
I forgot that I was human all along
They say redemption isn't meant for ones like me
But I'd rather die while climbing than keep living on my knees
I refuse to be the villain anymore
I'm walking through the fire toward an open door
Every chain is breaking, every wall will fall
I'm answering the voice that never stopped its call
Let me unbecome… and then become
Something worthy of the light I'm running from
I'll spend my remaining days repaying every score
Not the villain anymore
The boy beneath the monster…
finally comes home.
Maybe broken things…
can learn to be made whole.